You understand yourself well - your desire to be loved is stronger than anybody's, and who will you bind next? If you love too strongly it never turns out well, you know this well enough. S: but you feel betrayed because you have expectations, right? But it's odd, because more than anything, you wanted to meet Nanami's expectations.īut you were scared, so you ran. But right now you're not entrusting yourself to anybody, because you if you do, you'll only be betrayed. But that's because you like to offer all of youself too, right? You like to be carried by another. S: You say that you like being depended on. Even though you were "good to them" and "always faithful and loyal" and you were "dedicated", "they broke their promises" That they "betrayed" you and then "left you behind". S: I know.you're scared of repeating the past right? She reminds you, right? and you don't want to be abandoned again Takahashi isn't the dependent-type, is she? well in that case, it could've been Nanami It could've been anybody - it didn't have to be Yamamoto Behind all my pretty excuses, I'm just a selfish guy. so you see, I'm not as selfless and admirable as you guys think. Y: If it's because I've been raised that way, or if it's just my inherent nature. I'm a loser that can only feel fulfillment by being depended on. I can't live without somebody being dependent on me. Y: that was really sharp of you.the old Sen-chan was really like that! Y: A long time ago you said to me that other people have a chance to worm in, didn't you? Y: "Stop blaming yourself" "How far are you going to go to carry other people's lives" "Don't have pity for weak people" "Live how you want to live" "You ought to throw out heavy things" S: and what makes you think Yamamoto-san can save you? Sengenji is worried so Yano finds her waiting for him when he finally gets off the local train. He tells her his symptoms have been popping up again so he needs to take the local trains so he can get off if necessary. He tells her it'll probably be a very private affair.Īt the train station Sengenji asks Yano why he's going on the local train when the express train's right there. Sengenji asks him to let her know when they decide on a date for Yamamoto-san's mother's funeral. She catches up with Yano and does some small talk with him (asking how he is, how is his dog?) and finally asks how is Yamamoto-san? He chuckles, you don't care anyway. As the guys are discussing who to send to the exhibition in Oosaka the following week, Sengenji finds out that Yano has to attend a funeral for a relative or something. Yano himself had been forced to go pick it up earlier and she catches him watching her. But Sengenji doesn't know what's going on and she doesn't want to encourage Nanami to pursue Yano.Īt Yano's workplace, Sengenji is doing business as usual and the guys there (because she's pretty) are very attentive and bring her cheesecake that is also very popular. But she knows that he's not somebody who does things thoughtlessly, so he must have a concrete reason, something to give him conviction of purpose. On the train Sengenji wonders what is Takeuchi's reason for nudging Nanami towards Yano. Nanami offers, what about I go in your place? Sengenji tells her to do her own job and stop being dumb. Sengenki tells her that's stupid - how would Nanami feel if Takeuchi arrived at her workplace one day with taiyaki? Nanami replies she would be happy, but of course that's kinda weird. Sengenji spots Nanami staring at a package of taiyaki (snack) on her desk and jokes, start your diet tomorrow, let's eat those right now! But apparently Nanami, who's been trying to think of an excuse to see Yano, had bought the taiyaki (after waiting in line for an hour) thinking that she could surprise Yano at his workplace. Takeuchi asks if he met up with Takahashi and Yano says, of course not, why would I? He goes to Takeuchi's apartment because it's closer than his own and spends the night there. All of a sudden Yano feels a spell coming on (for his illness, I can't remember what it is) and jumps off the train (at a stop). Yano runs into the last train of the night with a coworker and the two exchange some small talk about the cherry blossoms. Something's finally happening in this manga, so here's a summary: I read the raws for the newest chapter on Billwang today.
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